As The World Is Crumbling, Look No Further Than to GOD

Hello,

Again, sorry for the delayed reply, my life has without a doubt gotten more insane by the minute. Allow me to recap for everyone.

As I have a daughter 1.5 months away, I find people who I though were my friends and family turn their back on me, betray me and lie to my face. I have crossed the ocean over 4 times for people who said they loved me, but in turn, they only wish to take money from me. This saddens me to the degree I cannot fathom, as I look on the ex-boss who I was referring to before, she posted publicly about my name, just search Robotixar (full disclosure, she is lying and actually threatened me through text to blacklist me from the country, grabbed my neck and screamed in front of a 5 year old girl, she then texted me asking to come back and shorted me $60 on my paycheck when I had to go to immigration to extend my visa. As I said before, I was held at the airport for 1.5 hours as my fiance who is pregnant waited after I was on a 24 hour flight. Also, working without a work permit is punishable to the employer, not the employee, maybe she should consult a lawyer next time...?)

It saddens me since I find myself to be a true and honest person, yes my emotions can become overwhelming, but morally I abide by a strict law. I make mistakes, but I am man enough to face them today and face God in the eyes when my day of judgement arrives. This is why I touch no drugs or alcohol, since my Irish/Russian ancestry has struggled immensely with this in the past. My great Uncle Finley was a Priest in Central America during the Cold War, he faced numerous assassination attempts by the Communist Governments but by the Grace Of God, they never succeeded. They put snakes in his bed, poison in his food and even sent gunmen to his house. But, as we all know, the Love of Christ is more powerful immeasurably than the hate of Shaitan. Another thought I must give out is to my Grandfather John T Murtagh, who passed at the age of 88, and whom I still think of daily to this day. As an Irish immigrant, he was a bricklayer who worked night and day to help his family. The English foreman would squeeze every breath from John (Jack as we call him), but pay him the same. To all those Sand Miners, Coal Miners, Fast Food Workers and all other feeling demoralized and hurt by the corporations, I say to you, have no fear, the Father sees your good deeds and you will soon dine in heaven with Angels.

Moving on, as I face medical issues with a growth in my neck that my own family has ignored for 4 years and even had the audacity to detain me for 2 weeks for, even as I have a daughter on the way, I feel the pain grow. However, this is not about me, this is about the people of the world. I pray for those in the Afghan earthquake, the floods in Sri Lanka, the war in Ukraine and everyone else. I have one thing to say, please be patient my friends. I know things are hard, trust me, I know, but I swear to Jesus, the day of judgement is so near, all you must do is conduct yourselves with the utmost moral integrity. I promise you, our actions in life echo through eternity as the great Maximus Decimus Meridius says.

Money does not define you, you define money. Fear not my friends, for the end of times is near, but this end of times will give birth to a new age, a golden age where we do not have to fear of violence and hatred against our children, we only need to look forward to the blessings of tomorrow.

I will not talk more about my personal life, but I know God has given me a beautiful daughter, Sayara Murtagh-Lux, to be the mechanism to help the foster children of the world. They will be saved by the grace of God, the mechanism I will use will be financial currency, but fear not, this will be moved directly into Land and Food for the people. I know the pain of being locked down, and for that reason, I treat every meek and humble child of God with the full grace of the Virgin Mary. I shall be the one to help all, even when they betray me to my face, for deep down I know this is merely a test of Satan by God to show the world that love is the strongest force.

My pain is beyond measure, but as Denzel Washington said, there are two types of pain, pain that hurts, and pain that alters. I will not let this pain hurt, I will only let it alter.